Life's always happening, u dont c it.........

Off late i have been thinking a lot about why my life is not happening. I know so is the case with many of the people around. But wats with the ones who have been and are happy? what made the difference? I have been thinking a lot on this and had a realization.
For the life to be happening, first thing that could be done is stop cribbing.I also used to crib saying I hate my job, nothing in my life seemed interesting, I am not following my heart. Is that so?? I could come up with two kinds of people around, the people who follow the heart and the ones who go with the crowd like me. I always thought that people who followed their heart are happy, might be but finding such people is very rare. Now comes the crowd where most of them is like me but still we can find people around being happy with wat they do. The basic difference being the attitude to accept things. Firstly, i understood that happiness is in the air, and its peace if i could catch a flavor of it in my work which i do everyday. Yeah if this is possible then work gets exciting.
Life happening is not a drastic change, it is a series of day to day events that make your day go smooth.Right now my life is happening as i could say. I am completing my assignments on time, going around with people for lunch and the evenings, TT during leisure times, watching kikkass TT being played by some of the guys, pulling legs of couple of people, coffee, talks, fun.This always happened but i see them now with a different view which made the complete difference.
"Be a Roman when you are in Rome". This was rightly quoted to say fit into the moment. If this could be achieved im sure the next moment Life seems more beautiful.

Didn't have much time to jot down this thought, don't really know if things are organized, even now i dont crib let it go the way it is..:P. m happy:):):)

jaago reee!! accident on road !! people's reaction to it!!!

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

It happened on today's morning that an old man met with an accident at around 9.30 on omr road... poor man was fighting for his last breath all lying on the road. the people around were merely watching a movie of the poor man struggling , me and my friend Harsha happened to c da man and v jumped off our auto and rushed to offer some help to the man. so far the people who were watching the cinema happened to react and help us out in handling the situation. another old man started calling ambulance one of the guys cheked the old man's belongings and called his son, and soon both of us started gathering some help from people around. but nothing worked out adn the man's no more..may his soul rest in peace!!!!

Things learnt:::
indian people are good, but they arent good manager's, they could offer help but no one could start the process, i don understand what set em bakk???

so when ever some1 sees something like this please do take an initiative so that people could joinu and u could help some1 live..

i always wished i was early by 10 mins to that place,, and thanx to harsha for a wonderful person he has been....

and stop being machines running after money.. atleast when u c things like dis.. half a day hol wudn kill u......

after all bottom line is take an initiavtive , asap when it comes to situations like dis donot wait for others.. live n let live...

no words for now.. ll organise this blog soon..

mood:: sad
song:::: as stated above fuck it all by slip knot

obsession!!!!!!! trekkin !!!! humanity !!!!!!!! jaago ree 2...

Well, off late I have been into cisco. The day of my interview i have seen a man who interviewd me and asked me to write a couple of progs. He happened to be some1 who has been a integral part of india for last ten years. I was awed by the technical expertise of the man, and wished to be like him someday. He just managed to see ma coding and understood every part of it within no time and let me know where my prog went wrong, i was baffled , all my tutors after several dry runs could nva understand wat my logic was , but this man did it in moments. Then it happened that i joined cisco , and get to c dis man , he din notice me, i thought might be he nva remembered and he might have had lots of people whom he interviewd and there's no point in me being remembered, irrespective of the compliments i have got from him on my interview.

I finally got to see the other side of coin , beyond his technical xpertise... He's a humanitarian , he runs a club in the name of chennai trekker's club which blends fun with some social service and evnvironmental awareness. I m in love with the club now. It organises several events on social trekkin almost every alternate weekends. It provides platform for all the energetic crowd of this place to spend their weekend with peace rather being house arrested.

The workin of the club includes fun on humanitarian grounds. Social gatherings with something to do to the society. My anxiety continous to know about whats happening with us. A guy comes all the way from belgium and motivates the crowd in india , how did he start with it. how did the club keep growing?? and why could someone among us not start such an initiative to heal ourselves, our world , than being a machine workin frm 9 to 6 and resting on weekends. His energy , enthusiasm , proves that every1 of us could go beyond this 9 to 6 schedule...He's a role model for many energetic young people around us.

I wish every1 of us could do somethings like him or atleast join him and help ourselves and younger generations , by making our place earth a better place to stay in.. and I m eagerly waiting to be an integral part of the club than being a regualr voulunteer by attending its social gathering. waiting for it!!!!!!!!!!!


mood: thoughtful.

song : heal the world ( michael jackson)

jaaago reeee!!!!

I have recently gone to a beach cleaning program in chennai, well it was an awsome experience where the localities of bessant nagar dumped some crap and some of the volunteers had to clean it up. This program had couple of immediate effects , the municipal commissioner being questioned about various sanity related problems, and few people braggin about their work , nva mind how much ever they have done. Well i kinda felt good to clean the stuff no matter what those words were i dint pay attention. After all that i have got couple of questions in my mind like, why dont the municipal people provide dustbins to the fishermen living on the shore of bessant nagar??? the consequence of which was the beach cleaning program, and fishermen laughing at couple of s/w engineers cleaning their areas... and of all this was an initiative taken by a guy from our office who is not an indian?? If he could go to such an xtent to clean up the city in which hes living , what are we doin ???? cleaning up his country??? and when the commmisioner or someone related to those muncipal authorities was talkin , i certainly had a doubt , wat actions is the so cald municipal corporation of chennai taking, and why is it in so worst a situation where a guy from belgium takes an initiative..... well of all I have got couple of things to share, well bloggin doesn help either too, cause most of the ppl dn like to read blogs... this is a bad media to reach the masses.. but to who ever ends up reading this we can ourselves help by:::

1) making sure v hold our commonsense not to dump all the litter on the roads, whether it be a chocolate wrapper or a thermocol covering of a fridge..

2) make sure the litter to be disposed of the houses are appropriately dumped in a dustbin..

well anythings of this sort that ur commonsense says "DON'T DO IT, UR SPOILING THE PLACE MF".

hope people who read this spread the word and keep the place they live like the way they keep their tables and rooms in office... and hope municipal people all work and atleast provide dustbins and clean them up atleast once in two days...

: jaago .............well i need not explain the evil effects of garbage pollution i guess.. lolz

Well a gen learning..!!!!

Well of late i have been learning new stuff, rahter about life... It started when losing had been my habit.well i would rather say that it was somebody view that i lost, and for me as long as i m satisfied with myselves and my achievements i would consider myselves as a winner. well about a recent xperience. I was with infy for 6 months and then it happened that i could not clear my re-compre , consequentially i was kikked out.i was happy, i thought i was not eligible for such a job and i have something in store for me. but the people around me who praised me for all years for my performance , cos they could see some nice numbers on ma skore cards, started changing their opinions that i m a spoilt brat. and thank god the blame is all put on my undergrad colg VIT.lolz. i had many comments from people that i m not serious with life and as long as im jovial i could not grow with my career. and actually some of them who called me as their best friend ended up saying that hey jus knew me in skool or colg and taht they are not much aquainted with me..lolz..so the world which lokked beautiful and peaceful turned out the other way , and everthing for few days seemed ugly.its when u need to pik up courage and carry on and such moments give you actual learning than wats normal like writing a java code.If something could be pikked out of such situations im sure future does not give you such hard times..learning off late was :: " NEVER CRAVE FOR ANYTHING IN LIFE WHAT EVER IT MAY BE,(TO MOST PEOPLE A GAL WHO DUMPS THAT CHANGES THEIR WAY OF LIFE) WORK SMART AND MAKE THINGS COME YOUR WAY AND IF YOU MISS SOMETHING IN LIFE DONT LOSE HEART , ITS JUS THAT YOU HAVE A BETTER OPPORTUNTIY AND THE DOOR IS LIKE WAITING TO GET OPENED ITS WITH YOU TO SPOT THE DOOR....)

MOOD: philosophical,learning
song: koi humse na jeeeth na paaye chale chalo..lolz