Inspired from a Tune........ and happenings in life:)

This is not the end
This is not the beginnning
The voice in my head
Doesn let me be hidden
From your thoughts that
Keep me haunting at present
I could rather feel good
And rather be better

Thinking about how we have been...
Brings smiles and tears
I din want to move furhter
Cos i felt dat was a bliss

Your lies were those hurt me
You were insincere
Could have been so better
U shud have waited till my trust built

Waking up from this nightmare
Seems impossible to me

Why did things change
And things shatter me
I need a solution
To over come this pain
I want to be me
And not let my life in vain................................................

Influence of a book or a movie in your life

Every child tries to imitate his parents at first which means he is being influenced by them and tries to learn from them the attires, attitude and the way of living. As he grows up there are various other factors which influence an individual of which books movies and mass media play a major role.
Movies of all the things inspire me a lot like they do for many others, as they have a tinge of entertainment coated. I easily get inspired by message oriented movies and the try of the directors who would want to bring some change in the society. Of this category I would pick "YUVA", not from Hollywood though our own Indian film by which the director tried to bring out a new vision among our youth.
This movie as such motivated young people to start political career right from the days of college. It helped common people to understand that politicians are not gods rather one among them and that anyone could join politics, this view happened to be the other way among masses. The present politics all meant about bagging money and doing nothing to the society. Many of the declarations in the manifestos get implemented and very less of the money reaches the public. This conditions could be rather changed by changing the current political scenario and encouraging educated young crowd to take the lead, rather going with regular jobs and bot being bothered about the society.These changes might be minor but they take courage from every individual to make this happen and once it happens we would definitely say "India is a developed nation" unlike what we are calling it now. It has remained developing from ages and political scenario played major role for this situation of our country. Wish more of such films are done to educate people and greed for money gets eradicated change in politics happen

A general topic!!

Off late the scenario with politics is getting adverse. Mainly the corruption part of it is being more public and every common man knows that but is staying helpless. there are movies made on how corrupted a politician today can be , but still there's no change in what has happened and is happening. So thought of putting down my views on it.
The other day i have bunked my office with couple of friends and have been to place in Hyderabad at 2 in the noon. All i thought was there would be some students and some other people who bunked like us. But the scenario i found was different. I guessed it right about the age but they were no employees might be students but are people from rich families ( kids of some filthy rich politicians and enterprenuers). I saw them driving down sophisticated cars and came to know from an attender that those people turn up regularly there. The point im trying to make out of this gimp example is their parents have earned enough that these guys spend all time fooling around and doing nothing productive( i don't call myself productive but i contribute at least 10 percent to it). I was thinking why is the world so? why is that someone who lazies all time drives a Porsche and while other person who works his ass off has barely got to eat.why are so many people suffering just because they don't have enough of money.
To add to the fire the next day i read about the 2g scam in India where politicians scammed so much money that when distributed among all Indians would leave 2 lakh rupees each. I was trying to figure out how to bring about a change in this.
Firstly : if it is politics why don't we make it like a general employment(software firm say) where people are recruited according to their capabilities undergoing certain rounds of interviews from their senior officials.Or for Gods sake somebody inject a proportion of intelligence and common sense in all people at the time of elections such that people elect right persons and not the one who would give them 500 bucks for a vote and forget them throughout their tenure.

Secondly: else why doesn't the government put threshold of how much n individual can possess.

Thirdly : why cant our education system change and make everyone a good human who has values to follow and would never give them up just to possess some materialistic pleasures.

I dream of the last thing to happen which would leave peace in everyone's life and some day i would proudly say all Indians are equal

Life's always happening, u dont c it.........

Off late i have been thinking a lot about why my life is not happening. I know so is the case with many of the people around. But wats with the ones who have been and are happy? what made the difference? I have been thinking a lot on this and had a realization.
For the life to be happening, first thing that could be done is stop cribbing.I also used to crib saying I hate my job, nothing in my life seemed interesting, I am not following my heart. Is that so?? I could come up with two kinds of people around, the people who follow the heart and the ones who go with the crowd like me. I always thought that people who followed their heart are happy, might be but finding such people is very rare. Now comes the crowd where most of them is like me but still we can find people around being happy with wat they do. The basic difference being the attitude to accept things. Firstly, i understood that happiness is in the air, and its peace if i could catch a flavor of it in my work which i do everyday. Yeah if this is possible then work gets exciting.
Life happening is not a drastic change, it is a series of day to day events that make your day go smooth.Right now my life is happening as i could say. I am completing my assignments on time, going around with people for lunch and the evenings, TT during leisure times, watching kikkass TT being played by some of the guys, pulling legs of couple of people, coffee, talks, fun.This always happened but i see them now with a different view which made the complete difference.
"Be a Roman when you are in Rome". This was rightly quoted to say fit into the moment. If this could be achieved im sure the next moment Life seems more beautiful.

Didn't have much time to jot down this thought, don't really know if things are organized, even now i dont crib let it go the way it is..:P. m happy:):):)

jaago reee!! accident on road !! people's reaction to it!!!

Fuck it all! Fuck this world!
Fuck everything that you stand for!
Don't belong! Don't exist!
Don't give a shit!
Don't ever judge me!

It happened on today's morning that an old man met with an accident at around 9.30 on omr road... poor man was fighting for his last breath all lying on the road. the people around were merely watching a movie of the poor man struggling , me and my friend Harsha happened to c da man and v jumped off our auto and rushed to offer some help to the man. so far the people who were watching the cinema happened to react and help us out in handling the situation. another old man started calling ambulance one of the guys cheked the old man's belongings and called his son, and soon both of us started gathering some help from people around. but nothing worked out adn the man's no more..may his soul rest in peace!!!!

Things learnt:::
indian people are good, but they arent good manager's, they could offer help but no one could start the process, i don understand what set em bakk???

so when ever some1 sees something like this please do take an initiative so that people could joinu and u could help some1 live..

i always wished i was early by 10 mins to that place,, and thanx to harsha for a wonderful person he has been....

and stop being machines running after money.. atleast when u c things like dis.. half a day hol wudn kill u......

after all bottom line is take an initiavtive , asap when it comes to situations like dis donot wait for others.. live n let live...

no words for now.. ll organise this blog soon..

mood:: sad
song:::: as stated above fuck it all by slip knot

obsession!!!!!!! trekkin !!!! humanity !!!!!!!! jaago ree 2...

Well, off late I have been into cisco. The day of my interview i have seen a man who interviewd me and asked me to write a couple of progs. He happened to be some1 who has been a integral part of india for last ten years. I was awed by the technical expertise of the man, and wished to be like him someday. He just managed to see ma coding and understood every part of it within no time and let me know where my prog went wrong, i was baffled , all my tutors after several dry runs could nva understand wat my logic was , but this man did it in moments. Then it happened that i joined cisco , and get to c dis man , he din notice me, i thought might be he nva remembered and he might have had lots of people whom he interviewd and there's no point in me being remembered, irrespective of the compliments i have got from him on my interview.

I finally got to see the other side of coin , beyond his technical xpertise... He's a humanitarian , he runs a club in the name of chennai trekker's club which blends fun with some social service and evnvironmental awareness. I m in love with the club now. It organises several events on social trekkin almost every alternate weekends. It provides platform for all the energetic crowd of this place to spend their weekend with peace rather being house arrested.

The workin of the club includes fun on humanitarian grounds. Social gatherings with something to do to the society. My anxiety continous to know about whats happening with us. A guy comes all the way from belgium and motivates the crowd in india , how did he start with it. how did the club keep growing?? and why could someone among us not start such an initiative to heal ourselves, our world , than being a machine workin frm 9 to 6 and resting on weekends. His energy , enthusiasm , proves that every1 of us could go beyond this 9 to 6 schedule...He's a role model for many energetic young people around us.

I wish every1 of us could do somethings like him or atleast join him and help ourselves and younger generations , by making our place earth a better place to stay in.. and I m eagerly waiting to be an integral part of the club than being a regualr voulunteer by attending its social gathering. waiting for it!!!!!!!!!!!


mood: thoughtful.

song : heal the world ( michael jackson)

jaaago reeee!!!!

I have recently gone to a beach cleaning program in chennai, well it was an awsome experience where the localities of bessant nagar dumped some crap and some of the volunteers had to clean it up. This program had couple of immediate effects , the municipal commissioner being questioned about various sanity related problems, and few people braggin about their work , nva mind how much ever they have done. Well i kinda felt good to clean the stuff no matter what those words were i dint pay attention. After all that i have got couple of questions in my mind like, why dont the municipal people provide dustbins to the fishermen living on the shore of bessant nagar??? the consequence of which was the beach cleaning program, and fishermen laughing at couple of s/w engineers cleaning their areas... and of all this was an initiative taken by a guy from our office who is not an indian?? If he could go to such an xtent to clean up the city in which hes living , what are we doin ???? cleaning up his country??? and when the commmisioner or someone related to those muncipal authorities was talkin , i certainly had a doubt , wat actions is the so cald municipal corporation of chennai taking, and why is it in so worst a situation where a guy from belgium takes an initiative..... well of all I have got couple of things to share, well bloggin doesn help either too, cause most of the ppl dn like to read blogs... this is a bad media to reach the masses.. but to who ever ends up reading this we can ourselves help by:::

1) making sure v hold our commonsense not to dump all the litter on the roads, whether it be a chocolate wrapper or a thermocol covering of a fridge..

2) make sure the litter to be disposed of the houses are appropriately dumped in a dustbin..

well anythings of this sort that ur commonsense says "DON'T DO IT, UR SPOILING THE PLACE MF".

hope people who read this spread the word and keep the place they live like the way they keep their tables and rooms in office... and hope municipal people all work and atleast provide dustbins and clean them up atleast once in two days...

: jaago .............well i need not explain the evil effects of garbage pollution i guess.. lolz